#literally made memory of encore and cant stop thinking about it

[grechsblog]

becoming insufferable about your own au is so embarrassing. yes i switched a couple of things........... no i didnt create anything i just thought that putting someone in someone else's or in a new situation would be funny.............. like oh my god shut up

[dontstopmp4]

ok y'all heres my fan account of shinee world v in toronto (march 19, 2017). its gonna be long cuz I'm gonna try to like write every detail so i don't forget anything when my memory starts to decay (lol i learned that from psych cuz we were learning about memory speaking of psych i have an exam for it tomorrow and a paper due fml) so everything will under the cut if you wanna read :)) 

ok so like to start off you weren't allowed to take pics in there and tbh i know ppl still did but it didn't seem worth it to take a pic just to get kicked out so i have no photos..i do have a few general ones but none of shinee 

So i went to the concert with my friend @urwonandonly 💕 i knew people would be around but when we got there i was surprised how many people were actually there and i def saw the lines of people selling lightsticks and stuff. We went to eat at jack asters (tbh i think most people went there u got a discount if you were going to a show). As soon as we left there was this giant line that like went for a few blocks and then went around the theatre to get in...all the seats are pre-paid so i was surprised they made us line up for so long (apparently they opened the doors later then they were supposed to sdfghjk how was anyone supposed to know this) Ok so we got there and we were like in the middle but tbh anywhere u sit at the sony centre you can see pretty well... also on each seat was the banner project and such (honestly thank u to the people that organized that stuff it was really wonderful of them) Also the company didnt provide lightsticks but a lot of people had them so the venue was pretty full..i have an old lightstick but it broke right before the concert but luckily someone handed out free glowsticks so i got to use that!

ok so the concert started and like there were a few technical difficulties (shinee apologized for this even tho it wasn't a big deal like at the end of the concert it was forgettable so it didn't really matter imo). The first was the vcr at the very beginning..it played but the video kept turning off so like you could hear it but it would randomly turn off and then turn back on...i think bc of this they decided to play it again but the same thing happened lololol 

OKKK SO THEN SHINEE FINALLY CAME ON WOW...before i talk about the performances its so amazing to like watch all these performances on line and then finally see it live its so surreal 

They started with hitchhiking and like wow...thats a song...honestly the venue was so loud everyone was just screaming the whole time...like literally the whole show i think at one point shinee was like “you guys really scream a lot/have a lot of energy” LOL they did why so serious and juliette too in that segment

then they did their talk...key talked the most and I'm pretty sure he only spoke in english..jonghyun also talked a lot but pretty much just korean (honestly there were some points people like wouldn't stop screaming so you could barely hear the translator omg) they all tried to speak some english but you could tell they weren't too comfortable except for key

after that they did prism. for prism right at taemins part when like the bass drops the music cut out... they all kinda looked around confused lol the fans kept singing like encouraging them to keep going but in the end they just started over (they seemed annoyed by this and i heard there were other problems with mics and whatnot but they still handled it well and professionally that it didn't seem like a huge problem) then they did a remix of reply ohhhh they sing so beautifully it was great 

The third section they started with hello...imma be honest i don't really like hello lolol but seeing it live really makes it so much better...then they fucking ODD EYE AND FEEL GOOD OMG WE WERE ALL GOING WILD we were so loud during feel good i was like screaming dammn like if u see any videos I'm pretty sure all you'll hear is the fans 

The fourth section they started with FUCKING SHERLOCK HOLLY SHIT THATS A SONG THAT REALLY GETS U PUMPED UP and then taemin did sayonara hitori and he danced beautifully it was really interesting to see the details he put into the performance after watching vids of him online practicing it with Rino....THEN AFTER THAT THEY DID RDD now i feel like everyone is kinda a rdd anti until they see it live cuz i was going wild watching it LIKE THE RING DING DONG RIND DING DONG RING DIGDINGDINDINGDINGDING REALLY GETS TO YA AND THAT RIGHT AFTER WHEN LIKE THE ENERGY WAS AT ITS HIGHEST THEY IMMEDIATELY TRANSITIONED INTO LUCIFER AND HOOOOOLLLLYYY SHIIITT EVERYONE WAS GOING WILD I WAS SO LOUD AND ENEERGIC lol afterwards key was like “....you guys reaaaalllyyy like lucifer don't u??!!!??” he was so surprised LOL

ok then they did their ballads and they were really beautiful... the only annoying thing was the girls beside me were just talking thru them but i just ignored them..please don't go with jong and onew was beautiful anyone who says that cant sing has never heard what i just heard tonight..i really felt close to tearing up they sang so beautifully all of them 

after that they did the holy sixth section where they literally performed like their best songs and they wear those white suits 👍🏽👌🏽👌🏽so they started with view (👌🏽👌🏽👌🏽best song ever)...then they did ready or not omg thats a fun song but thats the song where onew hurt himself so the whole time was just watching him at one point after spinning around he held the wall and i was like is he ok??? but i think he did it in a joking way idk..then saviour came on WOOOOOO I LOVE SAVIOUR i think at some point confetti came out i don't really remember but it was great..also minho looked like he was having so much fun wow i love him...then they did EVERYBODY WOO that was amazing i think everybody and lucifer were like the most exciting songs bc everyone was screaming and freaking out

after that they left and we all shouted shinee (we were supposed to sing but ya that didn't work i didn't think it would lol thank u to the people that set it up anyways) and then came out with 1 of 1 and like...i was so..happy...like at that moment it kinda hit me when i was watching that song that this is a song that I've watched countless performances for online..and now I'm finally able to see it live :))) and its just like a happy feel good song too i really love 1 of 1...then DREAM GIRL CAME BACK FROM THE DEAD i didn't think they'd perform it and then i saw the mic stands and i was BIIIIITTTCCCCHHH ITS HAPPENING SHINEES FUCKING BACK!!!! 

the last song they performed was an encore (we were supposed to do the banner even during so amazing but they never performed it so we just did it during this song) i could really tell but i think the banner event was a success i think they liked it i couldn't see their faces too well but I'm happy we were able to do that for them :))

all in all i was a great night one of the best nights and concerts of my life...i don't regret it at all (i never did to begin with but like..i really don't regret it lol) and ya i just love shinee....also they kept saying how much they loved us and minho like screamed it I'm- :)))))))))))))) 

ok ya thats it if u read all this I'm sorry lol but ya the moral of the story is i love shinee and u should too 

(those are the two banners and the instruction card and my broken lightstick with the glowstick lol)

[iamnothyper]

FANACCOUNT - B1A4 NYC

Cause I had such a great time and I need to share my delulu “OMG HE LOOKED AT ME” moments.

lining up was messy, almost fought with this power tripping venue supervisor, but got over that. i had balcony ga and lined up sometime after 6. it was fucking cold. i couldn’t stop shivering and the show as usual started late. we were still outside when it was 8. (spoiler: no photo-op sticker for me :/)

i ended up super close to the stage. i kinda half-trespassed into this curtained-off area and this guy tried to barrier me out, but some girl had wound up on the floor next to me so i literally could not move. pros: i was close. cons: i was next to a huge column and this huge speaker was blocking part of my view. i have two shitty videos that i can post. the irl view was much clearer though and wasn’t so fucking bright.

the boys were awesome, they were so into it. so much fanservice my god. they just looked like they were having the time of their lives with us and it was great. the funny thing was that from my spot i could see the prompter and basically all their ments. baro spoke so much english ;D and i’m really shitty at recounting this stuff so i’m just gonna do moments i remember. in no particular order cause did i mention my memory sucks?

HIGHLIGHTS

I am Jinyoung/Sanduel biased so I noticed both being super into the singing. They also were miming Baro’s rap to each other at one point and Gongchan was in between them completely oblivious. Baro was hyping up producer Jinyoung when a fan shouted out “1 Step, 2 Step” and B1A4 ended up singing/dancing to a bit of Oh My Girl’s song. During a ment, Jinyoung messed up and they all teased him. During another ment (encore/last one I think) Sanduel started singing some English song and all the fans started singing along. He was taken aback and we were told to calm down. Actually, they said calm down very dramatically a lot lol.

This was something small but I found it funny. They were doing the “SAY YEA” thing and Gongchan kept holding out his mic when it wasn’t the fans’ turn to scream. He realized this after awhile and “smoothly” made it seem like he was just throwing his hands up. (i saw u, i know what you did)

There were a lot of cute interactions between members and towards fans, but I remember the encore and fanservice most. They replayed that Good Timing chorus so many times. They kept saying “1 MORE???” and it was great. So many water bottles were sacrificed that day. They were really just enjoying it and trying to hype everyone up.

There was a huge column that was in the middle of the crowd. Gongchan was using it as leverage so he could lean out more and high-five people. Sanduel later did the same thing and was having a grand time with himself. Gongchan also started waving like a maniac. And, so so many hearts. 

Gongchan took so many selfies with fans’ phones. He was even taking them as the group was leaving the stage so Jinyoung came back on and lingered with him. Jinyoung was trying to tell the fans to take pics OF him when they wanted him to take selfies. Communication failure. He later did take people’s phones, but I thought it was a funny interaction. Sandeul on the other hand was trying to take a selfie and accidentally exits out of the camera. Don’t worry, he figured it out in the end.

Someone threw a plush pokeball onstage that landed between Baro’s feet. He held it out and struck that pokemon pose before throwing it at himself. Sandeul had a panic wtf moment when bunny ears were thrown on stage. He picked them up but never wore them (no one else did either). Gongchan was very pleased with the plastic roses someone threw and started waving them around. Overall, they loved it, we loved it, it was awesome.

WELCOME TO DELULU LAND

So, in my mind these are totally interactions that happened to me directly.  CNU was waving to the crowd, looks in our direction so I start waving, he looks surprised for a sec (could be because the girl sitting under me had a sign in korean, but nah its def cause my good looks) and waves back. Towards the end of the concert he’s waving again and just as he’s about to stop I start waving like a maniac so he waves back.

So, being in the balcony (and half of me illegally trespassing) there’s not much room to get hype. Most of the people were just standing/sitting still. I started bouncing and throwing my hand up and down over the railing during the encore. And... I ALMOST MISSED THIS, but I looked back at my side of the stage and Jinyoung was looking up (at me yo) like he was waiting for something. I had my hand out and bobbed along to the GOOD. TIME.ING. beat (with him? tbh I cant remember) and he did that satisfied “good job” expression. I felt so accomplished. This happened with Gongchan too. GOOD. TIME.ING. smile, nods, moves on with life. 

Now, Gongchan is not my bias, but he was on my side of the stage and he looked up a lot. Prettttyyy sure we made eye contact a buncha times. We gots that connection you know? Most notable would be when I did the finger heart then when he saw me went on my tippy toes to lean closer. He raised one eyebrow and gave me the “hmm??” look before turning away. As he was waving goodbye I waved too and I swear to god he smiled and waved back. I’m also pretty sure I did finger heart again and he reacted to it by smiling that time.

Who know’s though, I’m probably insane.